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Holy crap. I leave for London … in two days. Since the final clock has started ticking, I have been scrambling around the past few days trying to get my life together. Between doctor’s appointments, shopping, seeing friends and family, I haven’t really been able to reflect on my feelings towards this trip.

When I left school about two weeks ago, coming home and venturing London was on the bottom of my to-do list. Although it was finals week, we stayed until the last possible day, and got snowed in together.  Needless to say, those things that are unplanned not only end up being the most fun but most memorable <3. Once I adjusted to being back home, I regained interest and excitement towards leaving for the UK. But recently, I have been so busy getting everything together, that i have no idea how I feel about this trip.

As I say goodbyes to my friends and family, everyone asks the same question: “Are you excited?” And my answer: “ yes! I cant wait”. But lets be real…I’m scared shitless. For the first time in my life, im leaving the place ive grown up, the people ive grown to know and love, the environment I feel the safest in and most importantly, my family who I love more than life itself.

All my life I have had a family member close to me. From living at home in Rhinebeck to venturing off to college in Rhode Island, I’ve had a Sopchak family member, only a drive away. And now what, I’m a 7-hour and $800 plane ride away. No so convenient.

So when it comes down to it, yes I’m scared….but newsflash Natasha, you going on a 5 month vacation that you will remember for the rest of you life. Enjoy it.

My Biggest Fear: A life-changing event will happen while I’m away, either abroad or at home

My Biggest Excitement: I’m living in London for 5 months with my best friends.

In all the chaos, I stopped to have lunch with my mom and a close family friend. After lunch, she gave me a good luck that not only included a heartfelt message, but the back contained more important messages. Lift lessons if you will…

-        Promise yourself that you will do at least three conscious things a day to increase joy, laughter and humor in your life.

-       Don’t take yourself to seriously…celebrate who you are

-       Don’t be afraid to ask for what you need

-       Smile often…it always makes you feel good

-       Enjoy the now…joy is in the present moment.

-       Give something away everyday…a kind word, a phone call

-       Decide to live today fully

-       Spend some quiet time… be kind to yourself

-       Learn to laugh at yourself

-       Keep a journal…make a list of things that uplift you

-       Keep a sense of balance…laugh, celebrate

-       Find beauty in your surroundings

<3 - nervous excitement

Sidenote: i tried to post this last night, but the internet was acting up. just a little delayed.